the birth day

Emerge

Reborn

the world of

Anna Funk

Where fantasy forms

A lie

A portal opens

to liquefy the mind

her wildest dreams are alive

a connection to the deeper side.

AF

The Dream

I was not able to process this sentence enough to actually write it down until today...

I was diagnosed a week ago. My biopsi was positive and the cancer had spread...I have 6 monthes to finish up my life here.

After getting my test results my thoughts were on a level of enlightment knowing what I had to do within the next 6 monthes, certainly I could handle this, I knew I had to tell everyone goodby in the most profound way, in order to leave them here with more purpose, what a gift this was. before I left the doctor's office he told me i would be prone to bleeding easily so I would need to be careful. After I left the doctors office I headed home and stopped at a local place to eat. and somewhere in between the car and the door to the diner I got a paper cut on my finger, it started to bleed. I stood there in the heat of the day and watched the dark blood puddle and then it hit me, I was leaving. I tried to walk but could barely lift my feet to take the next step. I felt an arm slip around my waist as i was walked away. No words were exchanged during the next few minutes, we just walked. He holding my limp body up.

Later I awoke, looking around the room was confusing my things were not were I left them, actually they were not my things at all. I was laying on a bed and there was someone laying next to me. The first thing he said to me is "it's ok" you passed out and I brought you here. Here is where? "The condos over The Diner" I sat up and tried to make sense of things, my finger had a band aid on it, now it is coming back. I thought I would be sick. I sat for awhile with my eyes closed remembering the initial feeling of purpose. I then shared my story to the man next to me. When I had finished he says to me "I am a very rich man and can give you anything you desire" for the next 6 months of your life.

It made me think...what would I want to experience if I had 6 more months to live.

I woke up with tears in my eyes, ready to greet a new day.

Man was played by Woody Harrelson (lucky me!)

Woman played by Self (AF)