another entry from the diary, her tone has changed within the last few years. I have to wonder is this part made up? She only vaguely speaks of him. Is this phantom character make believe?

Weather: It's getting cold outside, the flannel sheets are on the bed.
every time he leaves
I think
if I just would have given him
one more kiss
or that I should have
squeezed him harder
and maybe even
a little longer
I walk through the emtpy house
finding remanants of him
"weekend leftovers"
hold me
over again.
You never really part
because I keep you
in my heart
Amalie Grimm